| Legalize Sheepby Grace
                Mattioli
 She stood on
                the same corner downtown every day. She was in
                her fifties, stout, stern and attached to a
                homeless cart full of crap in her left hand and a
                sign in her right hand that said LEGALIZE
                SHEEP. An unrelenting determination for her demented
                cause shone through her skin, which had turned
                red and crinkled from long days in the wind and
                sun. She held the sign high so that all the
                people passing by could see it, but I always felt
                that I was the only one who noticed her and her
                sign. Maybe because she melded with the block,
                like a light post or a mail box. I wondered if
                her cause started as something else. Something
                more normal. Even logical. Maybe the sign
                originally said Stop the Slaughter of
                Sheep and later became twisted into
                LEGALIZE SHEEP. Or maybe it
                never made any sense and she was just a protester
                without a logical cause. I walked by
                her every morning and night for two and a half
                years and then one day she wasn't there. The
                first day she was missing I figured she wasn't
                feeling good and decided to take the day off.
                Then two days passed, and still no sign of her.
                Then three days, four days, five days, one week,
                two weeks. I started to worry. I searched the
                little downtown and even asked some other local
                homeless and store keepers if they'd seen her. No
                one saw her or even knew who I was talking about.
                Finally, I gave up. Then one day,
                I saw her cart on some defunct railroad tracks
                near the downtown, and her sign only a few feet
                away. The sun faded the letters but I could still
                see them. I looked around as far as my eyes could
                see but the lady wasn't around. I was pretty sure
                she was lying dead somewhere. Unnoticed,
                invisible. I hoped she died in peace, thinking
                that, because of her perseverance and fortitude,
                someday her dream would be realized. Sheep would
                be legal!  |