Irene and the
                End of a Dream 
                by Don Drewniak 
                It was a warm
                mid-April day. A perfect day to play pick-up
                baseball. 
                A quarter-mile
                south of the Fall River, Massachusetts tenement
                in which I lived with my parents was King Philip
                Field. It had been created decades earlier as a
                recreational area for workers and family members
                of the nearby King Philip Cotton Mills. The mills,
                like most in the city, were out of business. The
                field was only marginally maintained, but
                included three areas where baseball could be
                played. 
                I raced home
                from school, changed into ratty clothes, grabbed
                my bat and glove, and headed out the door. As I
                stepped onto the sidewalk, I was intercepted by a
                girl, Irene, who had transferred two days earlier
                into my fifth-grade class at the Slade School. 
                Hi, what
                good luck. I'm in your class and I live right
                across the street. Where are you going to play
                ball? she asked. 
                The ball
                field. 
                Wait for
                me. 
                No girls
                play there. 
                Wanna
                bet? 
                With that, she
                dashed into the house. 
                Now what
                do I do? 
                I didnt
                want to take off without her, but I also didnt
                want to be seen coming to the field with a girl.
                That would have been a big no-no. Just before she
                returned with her bat and glove, I formulated
                what I thought to be a foolproof plan. 
                As soon as she
                stepped onto the sidewalk, I yelled, Lets
                go! and took off at full speed, figuring I
                would arrive at the field well before her.
                Halfway there, she pulled even with me and slowed
                to my pace. 
                We arrived
                together. Most of the regulars were there and
                greeted me with comments such as, Whos
                your girlfriend? 
                The two
                captains were sixth-graders and were the same
                ones who always picked the teams. Once they were
                ready, the rest of us, including Irene, lined up. 
                Girls
                cant play, said one of the captains.
                His name was Robert, but most of the kids called
                him Big Z because he was one of the biggest sixth-graders
                in the area and his last name began with Z. 
                Who says?
                responded Irene. 
                Youll
                get hurt. 
                This caused
                most of the boys to start laughing. 
                The laughing
                stopped and all became quiet when Irene said,
                Youre just afraid that Ill make
                you look bad. 
                Are you
                nuts or something? 
                Scared?
                she challenged. 
                Of you?
                You are nuts. 
                Let me
                pitch five balls to you. If you can hit just one
                of them fair, Ill leave. If you cant,
                I play. 
                Z paused as
                his brain must have been working overtime. Five
                swings, right? Strikes, right? 
                Right. 
                From the
                mound, right? 
                Right. Ill
                need a few warm ups.  
                Dont
                hurt your arm. 
                That once
                again brought out the laughter. 
                The other
                captain volunteered to catch as Irene headed for
                the mound. I found myself rooting for her and was
                disappointed when she threw her first warm up
                with a stereotypical pitch-like-a-girl motion and
                the ball bounced four or five feet in front of
                the plate. More laughter erupted. She threw four
                more pitches. Three fell short of the plate and
                one bounced off it. 
                Z put his
                hands up in the air with palms facing out,
                signaling for quiet. You can move in ten
                feet, he snickered. 
                Thank
                you, no. 
                I had no idea
                what a premonition was back then, but an image of
                Casey at the Bat entered my thoughts as
                Z pounded the plate three times with the head of
                his bat and yelled out, Dont worry, I
                wont hit you. 
                Again laughter. 
                I know,
                said Irene. 
                As she wound
                up and fired her first pitch, gone was the pitch-like-a-girl
                motion. In its place was the softball windmill
                windup. The ball blazed over the middle of the
                plate. Zs bat never moved. 
                Strike,
                bellowed the catcher.  
                Z was
                obviously stunned, as were all of us. Sounding
                pretty weak, he said, It doesnt count
                unless I swing. 
                They are
                all going to be strikes, countered Irene. 
                Every kid
                sensed that Z was rattled  rattled big-time. 
                The next pitch
                was just as fast and just above the knees. Z
                never had a chance as he swung and missed like
                Mighty Casey. What had been laughter, was now
                cheering. Four more pitches, each was in a
                different location over the plate. More cheering
                as Z never came close to hitting any of them. 
                The game: Z
                won the toss, but angry and not thinking clearly,
                he didnt pick Irene. The other captain
                grabbed her with the first pick. I knew I wouldnt
                get picked until late in the draft
                and hoped Id be on her team as I didnt
                want to have to bat against her. I ended up on Zs
                team. 
                Rats. 
                As I guessed
                might happen, Irene started as the pitcher. I
                wasnt too surprised when she pitched slower
                than she did to Z before the game. She only
                pitched faster with runners on base and when she
                pitched to Z. She struck him out twice before a
                new pitcher replaced her to start the fourth. In
                my one at bat against her, I swung nice and easy,
                popping out to second base. 
                Not only could
                Irene pitch, she could field and hit. She didnt
                hit the ball hard or far, but was sort of like
                Richie Ashburn who hit only 29 home runs in 15
                MLB seasons, but had a .308 lifetime batting
                average. 
                She only
                played twice more and then was gone as her family
                moved away less than a month after arriving. 
                What I came to
                realize after watching her play was that I would
                never become a major league player, or even a
                Class D minor leaguer. I simply didnt have
                the talent and no amount of practice would change
                that. 
                
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