Home and
                Colonial 
                by Ian Curtress 
                It was a
                lovely residential road and he always felt a
                little guilty at using it as a rat run but it did
                take twenty minutes off his journey and he missed
                a lot of traffic. 
                A learner driver slowed the cars down and he had
                time on that morning to look more closely at the
                houses. 
                There was an elderly distinctive looking man
                leaning on his gate and he was aware he was there
                most mornings but he had not really taken any
                notice. 
                The traffic moved on and he continued his journey
                to work. 
                One morning the man made a friendly gesture
                towards him and he acknowledged with a smile.
                This became the norm, smiles all round until one
                morning he was again in slow traffic and had time
                to look at the house. 
                It had Colonial style which seemed to fit the
                owner. Ex civil servant, Colonial service? 
                That evening he reminisced on an unsettling
                period in his life caused by the Colonial Service.
                 
                His Father was in that Service and it took its
                toll on his Mother, as it did with many wives. 
                Moving all over the world at short notice and
                trying to bring up a family. 
                The inevitable happened, they agreed to part. It
                was a civilised separation where my Father gave
                full support, had no wish to divorce but a clean
                break and no contact which they thought would be
                best for their Son. 
                They were right. They settled down to a stable
                life, no tug of love to cause disruption. 
                Had a very happy life until his Mother passed
                away, then he wished they had family. 
                Strange how all this pulled from the past by a
                house in colonial style. 
                His routine continued, same time in the mornings,
                down what had become his route 
                A smile and nod to the gent at the gate which he
                now looked forward to. 
                 
                It was six or seven months later when he wasnt
                at his gate. He felt cheated. How juvenile! 
                But it had been two weeks now and no sign. 
                He had to admit to a strange discomfort and so on
                his way home he stopped and knocked at the door. 
                It was answered by an attractive lady some 10
                years his junior. 
                He explained who he was and his concern.  
                There was no need explain she said it was as if
                she already knew him and the interest he had
                given her Father. 
                He was immediately at home in her company which
                he found slightly unsettling but very pleasant. 
                Yes, her Father had been in the Colonial Service,
                she had never known her Mother. 
                A remark he didnt pursue. 
                He passed away two weeks ago quite peacefully and
                lucid. 
                But she added, his last words were a little
                confusing. 
                He opened his eyes for the last time and said
                he has his Mothers smile! 
                
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