Looking For An
                Agent 
                by Gail White 
                
                    
                        You wouldnt
                        think there were so many people 
                        with a novel tucked in a box under the
                        bed 
                        or in two computer folders and a flash
                        drive, 
                        or not yet written, but plotted in their
                        head, 
                         
                        but there must be millions of em.
                        Way too many 
                        for publishers to look at. Hence the need 
                        for an agent. Hence the urgency to
                        convince one 
                        to stop the clock and give your book a
                        read. 
                         
                        So you buy a book on how to find an agent. 
                        It lists two hundred, so you pick twenty-five 
                        and then twenty-five more, and then you
                        get discouraged 
                        and wish youd never learned to
                        write or drive 
                         
                        or eat with a fork. You practice come-on
                        letters. 
                        My YA novel is based on Charlotte
                        Mew. 
                        But they say its not what theyre
                        looking for, or else 
                        it IS what theyre looking for, but
                        not from you. 
                         
                        Maybe you shouldnt be trying to
                        write for money. 
                        Wouldnt you rather write poetry
                        anyway? 
                        You loved it once. If you only want to be
                        famous 
                        you can write stuff that doesnt
                        have to pay
 
                         
                        No, dont get mad. I was only
                        thinking out loud. 
                        Keep trying, keep trying. One should
                        never despair. 
                        Miracles happen. People do strike oil 
                        in their yard. Or lightning strikes them.
                        Life is fair. | 
                     
                 
                 
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